God, I miss you more than I could have ever imagined! We have such a crazy history and I know it’s not always been positive, but my love for you has never changed.
You know how much my kids — Nick, Anna, Grace and Olivia — have adored you. Mom, they miss you more than I can say!
I wish I could have been at your side when you got COVID but the nursing home was shut down. I used to come to visit every other day to see you and we’d read our favorite book together, The Moon Shines Down. We loved those illustrations.
I’m just so damn sorry that I could not be there to hold your hand or hug you to say goodbye. I knew the end was near and my heart hurt so much that I could not be with you! My cancer diagnosis and the kids (they love me as much as they love you) just left me in a place where I could not come in to see you.
Momma, I love you more than I can say and I’m so very grateful for our time together! I pray that you are at peace and I know I will see you again.
Please know how very much you are loved by your family. I love you so much!
Your beloved daughter,